Feeling Down

I overate again today. Ended up having to work longer than expected, so I didn't bring my lunch because I was suppose to work till 5.

I know how good I feel when I eat healthy, but why can't I get back on track...and the truth of it all is that I don't feel happy. I'm at a loss. I'm not where I want to be. I was suppose to move and couldn't because of some medical reasons, which makes my bf unhappy because he doesn't want to be here. Work is getting me stressed out. I'm not getting any calls for subbing. I'm bored because there isn't much to do and what there is to do around here is expensive so I'm not saving any money. My best friend is gone on her honeymoon, so I'm kinda bored when she's gone. I want to do this. I worked hard to get where I am. But.............I just feel like I'm not enough...Am I enough? I have to be enough...I should be enough...but am I?

I don't just mean enough for me. Am I enough for my family and friends? I know I'm not concentrating much on myself right now...I want to be enough for me and my friends and family. I know they'll love me no matter what...but that's not what I mean...

I don't really know :S