I NEED to get back on track. Having such a hard time. I'm not sleeping well. I'm tired all the time. I'm stressed. I'm falling off the wagon.
I worked out a bit this week...and after I did, I felt GREAT! I felt awesome! I went out to BP last night to watch the UFC. And I ate. But, I only had one drink. I could've drank more. But I didn't want the calories and I didn't want to get drunk. One drink quenched my thirst and then I drank loads of water. And more water. And more! So it was a plus. The pizza I eat is slightly healthier because it's vegetarian. PLUS for that!
But, I'm really struggling. Struggling with eat and working out...it's tough for me right now. I don't know why I'm not motivated. I'm just not feeling it. Well...I guess I know why. I'm in such a rut. And really not all that happy. I need to get out and be on my own. I need to work. I need to have a life, that's exciting and different. I'm feeling kind of useless really. And it sucks. :(
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