Trying...

I'm training for a marathon. My sisters and I are training and started a blog for us. Go us!

I'm really trying to stay motivated...but I'm such an emotional eater. I was at my WW meeting and my friend next to me grab my hand and told me to loosen it up. I asked her if I looked stressed out. She said yes, I do. I asked the bf if I looked stressed out, but he said no. But he sees me all the time.

Unfortunately for me...I am stressed out. I thought I hid it well...but apparently not.

Going for a run tomorrow. Yay!! Maybe getting back on track will make me feel better.

Omg!

Just made No-harm Eggplant Parm, Hungry Girl! So frigging delicious! Try it!

I also made a stuffed chicken breast that was in one of her new letters. I don't eat meat and never cooked chicken before. But my mom said it was really good!

So a lot is happening lately...a lot of emotional stuff. Today was a rough day for me. I just need a hug today. I guess I should explain the whole story...my boyfriend and I went out in my canoe. Another boat capsized and we went to help. One of the guys in the boat went under, I jumped in...couldn't find him. He drowned. The body was found the next day. His parents are going to write me a letter I guess thanking me for what I did. I'm...I don't know how I feel about that. I'm no hero. Anyway...that's what's going on.

I have to make a statement to the police in a week.

Anyway, I have to try and not let the emotions get the best of me...I'm trying.